This week has been a bad week. I just felt like crying everytime I think about how bad things are. This self-conflict, friends and academics. It has been so draining. I just wanna cry it all away. I think puberty came late for me, hah. Then again, I feel like slapping myself for wanting to cry over such, such seemingly trivial things in life.

I just gotta work harder.
But think lesser, and play it cooler.

I promise myself, I will try harder and walk my own pace.

There won't be any crying tonight.